so wrong

I was so so wrong. I thought it would all go according to plan. I thought i have succeeded in making this an easy process. But today, today changed it all. Sudden hit of realisation once again. what happened today...it surprised me that the feeling hasnt gone away just yet. I was so convinced and now im having doubts all over again. This is not supposed to happen. Not at all.



one day it will hurt me somehow. =(