2008

changes. so many of them have yet to come our way. But i feel it, and i almost see it too. Are they good? Are they bad? It's all ammatter of perspective..but of course most of us would see them as bad changes coz..well..we dont like changes. But like a friend of mine once said, "only cowards are afraid of changes. Changes would mature us, and people who fear changes are not ready to be mature." well, its something like that, coz i had to translate it. =p well its true, dont u think? We've changed for almost 20 years now. Are we complaining for the past changes? hmm..i dont recall regretting the alterations made in my life before. I dont know bout the rest of u, but trust me, everything happens for a reason.

But then again, yes, things that happen would bring so much sadness, grief, sorrow and even loneliness. For example, in my past experience, the change that brings most woe to my life is when people start drifting away and moving on. I feel as though memories have been forgotten...I have been forgotten. Sometimes we just cant control it, huh? Bits and pieces of memories are left behind. Scattered. My point is..well..i might say make the best out of it, but yknow what? I'd be a hypocrite if i do say that. Adapting is hard, as ive said in my few previous posts. You might get lost in the busyness of ur life. But once u sit down and suddenly think of how things used to be, that feeling at the pit of ur stomach is just..painful.

Sweet memories. Am I the only one who still thinks of them? Probably, I would be able to move on as well in at least a year or so. Just like the last time this happened. Even now, as much as I hate to admit, the visions are getting more vague by the day...but i cant possibly truly forget. I try to remember everyday, but given the circumstances, sometimes its just impossible. It's inevitable. I knew.

Goodnite.