randomness

u want something, then when that something occurs, decide u dont want it after all. or, even worse, u want it to happen but u feel this thing inside u that says u shouldnt want it to happen and that is when u want something u cant have but when u have it u just cant be grateful for it.

OR, u dont even know what the hell it is that u want. u think u want it, but actually u dont. hahahaha..fickle mindedness. who? me la.