freedom

I'm tired, sleepy, stressed and wish i could just fly away. I already have an image of myself on top of a cliff facing the ocean with the sounds of seagulls and nobody around...the temperature would be moderate and the wind blowing..

Or maybe just take hike in the countryside during autumn time..

just sitting by a lake like lake geneva or wakatipu would be fine with me...anything with nature and memorable sceneries..

writing bout this makes me think of turkey..i miss the sceneries and the weather..ahh the memories. Ive almost forgotten about them. This time, surprisingly, the whole "getting over" process is faster. Compared to the japan obsession two years ago that is. lol. But thing is, as i have mentioned over and over again in some of my last posts, when u move on and forget, eventually it would catch up with you. And when that happens, well, you know what happens la.


I am dead sure that this year, i will most probably not have any "significant other". I just have the sure feeling in my instincts. Maybe coz the only significant male in my life this year would be my future nephew. Feels weird tho, to know, or at least to totally be convinced that for one whole year, id just be single. Cool. At least now my mind would be clear of doubts and insecurity. More crushes, more ogling. Without feeling "guilty" or tied down. Now that, is what i call freedom and happiness. hahaha..